Not a Poem

The first time I could communicate it was hard to get my body to slow down.
Going fast makes it hard to hit the letters I want.
The patience of my communication partner kept me going.
I felt truly moved by this one lady who believed in me.
It was freeing to have the ability to get my voice out for the first time in my life.
I can’t say it was easy but the hard work is definitely worth it.
The first time I communicated I got really frustrated with myself because it felt hard to get my finger to go where I wanted it to.
Keeping my eyes focused was also really challenging.
Look at me now though, I am writing paragraphs like they are nothing.
It wasn’t nothing that first time though, it was everything.
That day changed my whole world, and the rest is history.

Ethan's Epic Entries

My name is Ethan and I'm nonspeaking. Having apraxia means my body doesn't always look like everyone else's. It doesn't mean I am not in here. Hard times have led me to always lean into the small beauties of the universe, such as poetry and music. My idea to create this collection of poems doesn't come easily. Written literally letter by painstaking letter, every word carefully crafted with a complex process to breach the silence. Poetry rises to this same occasion, to breach the silence of the harshness of today's world. Love will conquer all things to save people from this reality. To anyone reading this, you are special and my heart loves you so much. These are my poems for you. 

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